Problem is we don't have enough to carry on, we have always struggled as we made the decision that one of us would be at home to look after the children, both of whom chose to be home-educated at various stages. We also moved around a lot both in the UK and in Ireland.
Anyway, repentance (in it's truest sense) might be the best thought,i.e. turn away from greed and materialism and towards compassion and fairness? I have a dream!