Saw Colin this evening and he was acting strangely. I went shopping in the afternoon with the girls and I did turn up a bit late so I thought it might be that. The bar was crowded and loud so I suggested we go somewhere quieter to talk. He was still very subdued and distracted so I suggested we go somewhere nice to eat. All through dinner he just didn't seem himself; he hardly laughed and didn't seem to be paying any attention to me or to what I was saying. I just knew something was wrong. He dropped me back home and I wondered if he was going to come in. He hesitated but followed. I asked him again if there was something the matter but he just half shook his head and turned the television on. After about 10 minutes of silence I said I was going to bed. I put my arms around him and told him that I loved him deeply. He just gave a sigh and a sad sort of smile. He didn't follow me to bed immediately but did so later on and I was surprised when we made love. He still seemed distant and a bit cold and I started to think that he was going to leave me and that he had found someone else. I cried myself to sleep.
BOYS DIARY
Sunday May 11th, 2008
Birmingham were relegated today. Totally gutted. Got a sh#g though.
Remember I was asking (asking? Pleading, more like!) for an M400 Mellotron? Well.....
